Cryptic? Me?
I realized that sometimes not doing something can be just as hard as doing something. I mean, not doing something requires exactly what it says: freaking not do it. Don’t get up. Don’t sit down. Don’t go. Don’t cry. Don’t look. Don’t write. Don’t say it, don’t fucking say it.
Yet, it’s amazingly hard.
But so far I can proudly say that I haven’t done it. It has been tempting and not giving in might have been the main reason why I feel constantly exhausted. I can only guess that it’s so hard and exhausting because while I was successful on most accounts, Don’t think unfortunately doesn’t work as well.