I just realized that I’m already totally envious of all those kids just turning eighteen, going off to school, making big new experiences and I just think about it and get mad because I can’t have that anymore. Sure, I can go back to school, but that would be totally different now.

I want my youth back, damnit.

The really really sad thing is that I’m only 25 years old. That’s still pretty young, and I can’t help but being extremely jealous of everyone six years younger than me.
So, now I’m afraid that in no time I will be a mean bitter grumpy old lady you better stay away from, because she’s mean. And grumpy. And very bitter. Give me five years.

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