Possible Public Humiliation is Like the Best Motivation Ever!

At least I can say now that I have run more often that back then when I thought I would keep up with it. This might also be because I finally let Liz coax me into signing up for the 10K in September. Now of course I might need new running shoes and all, but this might also be the motivation I need to keep up doing some working out. I mean, I wouldn’t want to cross out my name on the list so that everyone at work can see what a coward I am.

Apart from that most of the time I am nervous thinking about money. I only read sporadically, I don’t eve watch a lot of TV. I’m busy being a wreck. Everybody tells me not to worry too much, but I do. I need to calm down and not be a nervous wreck any longer. Sheesh. Let’s hope I’ll be less of a wreck by tomorrow. I really, really want this apartment and I can’t have no bank denying me that. So I’ll keep my fingers crossed here.