Non-Updates
So far nothing’s settled, but everything looks good. I’ll let you know more when I feel safe talking about it. It’s not that I don’t trust you, but I don’t trust things that run too smoothly. I fear that something’s going to happen and that by bragging too much and being too enthusiastic and/or optimistic I’m gonna jinx it somehow. And then it will be all my fault. Yeah, I know it’s crazy, but I can’t help it.
One thing I can tell you, though, is that I was right when I said that you know it’s the right apartment. You just know. I am already way too much in love with what we found and that’s dangerous because I’m basically emotionally involved with an apartment and I’m not sure if I could handle a break-up. On the bright side I’m positive that this is the right one, so at least there are no doubts. And I can’t really tell what would be worse.