Wake Me Up When There’s Sunshine
Apparently everyone’s stressed and/or depressed at the moment. Or at least too many people to call it a coincidence. Sadly enough I am both stressed and depressed, although I must admit that the second might be caused more or less directly from the first.
The second might also be caused by the weather here, which is driving me insane. I am not a weather person. I will not shout „Hey, what a beautiful day, let’s go out and enjoy the sun!“ Sometimes I even am slightly annoyed by sunshine, mostly when I want to sleep or watch TV. So most of the times I can just deal with whatever I have to deal with – weather-wise.
But after several days of complete greyness, occasionally joined by rain and always cold, sometimes windy I’ve had enough. No really, stop it already! I can deal with cloudy and rainy days just fine. But not a whole week of them. And especially not when I have to get up every morning and go to work and my beautiful shoes get soaked in mud. For once in my life I actually yearn for sunshine. I’m pining. I might even go as far as praying for sunshine.
Today though, was at least a bit better than those days before: When I waited for the bus at the train station I noticed that a) it isn’t that dark anymore when I come from work and b) there was a patch of blue sky amongst all the grey clouds.
As always, I have hope.